Thursday, April 13, 2017

Galti Ka Ahsaas

Mama ji main collage ja rahi hun, samaira ne awaz lagate huye kaha, thik hai lekin jaldi wapas ana kahin ruk nahi jana mami ne kaha, samaira thodi hi door pahunchti hai use ek ladka dikhai deta hai aur wo use dekhne lagti hai tabhi ek zor ki awaz hoti hai dhaad aur samaira zameen par padi hoti hai uska accident ho jata hai aur wo us aadmi par baras rahi jisse takrayi thi, kya bhaiyya dikhai nahi deta hai kya? are bahen ji ek to galti khud ho karti aur gussa mujhpe hoti ho, what bahen ji? bahen ji hogi tumhari bahen bade aye bahen ji waale oye ja kahan rahe ho pahle mera nuksan bharo samaira chillayi, meri galti nahi hai isliye mai paise nahi dunga ye kah kar wo aadmi chala gaya aur samaira dekhti rahgayi dusri taraf ayaz khada sara sara tamasha dekh raha tha, samaira collage chali jati hai class atend karne ke wo liberary jati hai kuch der bad wahan ayaz bhi ata hai, are aap yahan? samaira ko dekh kar kahta hai, tum...tum wahi ho na jo mujhe dekh kar hans rahe the? mera peecha karte huye yahan tak agaye, han main wahi hun lekin aapka peecha nahi kar raha hun, main bhi isi collage mein padhta hun, agar aapko eitraz na ho kya main yahan baith sakta hun? ji bilkul baithiye mujhse puchne ki kya zaroorat hai, aapka accident kaise hua? ji uski wajah aap hi hain, wo kaise bhala usne hairat se pucha, aur nahi to kya main to acchi bhali ja rahi thi achanak aap par nazar padi aur accident ho gaya, donon isi tarha kaafi der baatein karte rahe aur phir chale gaye, ye silsila kafi dinon tak chalta raha aur donon acche dost ban chuke the, aaj bhi donon roz ki tarha hi mile the samaira aaj collage ke baad coffee peene chalte hain ayaz ne kaha, abhi? liberary bhi to jana hai aur main ghar pe bhi kuch bolke nahi ayi hun, are liberary to roz jaate hi hai aaj coffee peene chalte hain don't worry late nahi hogi i promiss, okay, donon chal padte hain coffee peene ke dauran baat karte karte ayaz nein samaira ke kareeb aane ki koshish kari jo samaira ko acchi nahi lagi aur usnein zor daar thappad lagaya bina kuch bole uth kar chali gayi, kya hua samaira kuch bujhi bujhi si lag rahi ho? mama mami nein pucha kuch khaas nahi bas thodi thakan hai kah kar apne kamre mein chali gayi, samaira ke mama mami ke koi bcche nahi the, ek car accident mein samaira ke parents death ho gayi thi aur uske chacha chachi nein 8 saal ki umar mein use ghar se nikaal diya tha tabse uske mama mami ne use bade laad pyar se paala hai, samaira ki mami uske kamre mein ati hain, kya hua beta koi to baat hai isse pahle tumhe itna pareshan nahi dekha? koi baat nahi hai agar hoti to main aapko zaroor batati, to phir chalo khana khao chalke, mami nein kaha aur wo chale gayi, roz ki tarha samaira liberary mein baithi thi ki usko ek awaz sunayi deti hai wo darwze ki dekhti hai to use ayaz dikhai deta hai ayaz uske pass ata hai, samaira kal jo bhi hua pleas uke liye mujhe maaf kardo mera aisa koi irada nahi tha, tumhari harkat maaf karne waali nahi hai kyunki tumnein jo kiya bahut galat tha samaira nein kaha, i know isi liye maafi maang raha hun dubara ayesa nai hoga accha chalo tumhein jo saza deni ho dedo uske baad maaf kardena ayaz minnate kar raha tha, thik hai maaf kiya lekin ye pahli aur aakhri baar hai, thank you samaira abhi mujhe kuch kaam hai chalta hun baad mein milunga bye, okay bye samaira nein kaha, aakhir ek din ayaz ke parents donon ko ek sath dekh lete hai aur ayaz se samaira ke baare mein puchte hain jab unko pata chalta hai ki samaira unke dushman ki ladki hai to gusse se unke chahre laal ho jaate hain aur wo ayaz ko usse milne se mana karte hain lekin ayaz zid pe adh jata hai, dushmani aap logon ki thi meri nahi hai aur wayese bhi jo kuch bhi hua ismein uski koi galti nahi thi agar aap log maante ho to thik hai warna main ye ghar chodh ke ja raha hun ab faisla aap logon ko karna hai han ya na, kaafi bahes ke baad wo og maan jate hain aur samaira ke mama mami se milne ko kahte hain, jab samaira ke mama mami ko ye baat pata chalti hai to wo samaira ko samjhate hain ki ye log wahi hain jinhon nein tumhe 8 saal ki umar mein ghar se nikaal diya tha, han main maanti hun unhon nein galat kiya lekin agar kisi ko apni galti ka ahsaas ho jaye aur wo maafi Maange to use maaf kardena chahiye, magar wo log nahi maante hain samaira gusse mein apni gaadi lekar chali jaati hai thodi hi door pe uska accident ho jata hai, hello mr ayaz? ji han lekin aap kon? main hospital se bol raha hun miss samaira ka accident ho gaya hai unke monile par pahla number aapka tha to call kardi, okay main abhi ata hun, Ayaz hospital pahunchta hai wahan jake uske pairon tale zameen khisak jaati hai kyunki samaira ki memory loss ho jaati hai aur wo ayaz ko pahchanne se mana kar deti hai, peeche se mama mami pahunchte hai samaira unko bhi nahi pahchanti hai to sab pareshan ho jaate hain kaafi koshishon ke baad bhi use kuch nahi yaad ata hai, kuch din baad samaira dischage ho jaati hai aur mama mami usko apne aathe le jaate hain, is tarha samaira aur ayaz ek dusre ko kho dete hain hamesha hamesha ke liye, zindagi sirf paane ka naam nahin khonein ka naam bhi hai